Random post at midnight

I found a photo today that I thought I had lost it. It reminds me of her. It's the first picture I took with her, someone special to me. Don't get it wrong. She is just a special friend to me now. One of my first female close friend, a sister in Christ.

I looked kinda "budak bodoh" in the picture. Well it was five years ago when I'm still er....a Form 6 boy. Anyway it's my first time take a solo picture with a girl that time (really).

If you know I'm writing about you...... Somehow I hope you won't read this. But if you do, please pretend you didn't ok?

Thinking back about you, I still remember many many many things about the past, from the first day we met (almost six years already), up until today. All I wanted to say is really... thank you so much. Many things you never did it directly, or even realized but seriously you changed me a lot. Well it was actually because of you (you know I know la). One example? I learned my Mandarin because of you. Haha. You know the best thing? You played a major part in opening my heart to receive the Lord. 

Now all of us are busy with own life but I still remember you always. I never told you this before. I actually enjoyed your presence a lot. The weird things is, sometimes I prefer to talk less when I see you. Not that I don't want to talk, but it seems like when you are around, even in silence my worries & sadness are gone. It's like I like to see you more than to talk with you. Weird. That's why whenever we got gathering & you are around I tend to talk less. & that's why sometimes I bring you out without the rest.

Even after meeting so many new people, I still put you in my list of VVIP in my heart. Don't ask me why. I don't know. Yeah you are even in my top prayer list. So I guess that I do really cherish you as my friend. Thanks for being my friend, & appeared in my life.

To other readers: all this may sound "fishy" but IT'S NOT 

Dunno why I write this. Suddenly found the picture punya pasal lah.